The past couple of days has been kinda quiet in my head , only because I have had the last few days off from the Place I Hate . I do have to go back tonight so all the backstabbing voices will rear there ugly sides and fill my mind with all sorts of twisted views on how my life is not worth the ground it walks on . It always gets worse when I am alone in my head for hours on end . I can say that the stories and fantasies that come up are intertaning to say the least . But then they take on the ugly side and I start to belive them as reality , always second guessing what is happening when I am not there or letting all the chattering bastards win in my head gets to be to much at times but I dont know any other way . I do have some things I do that helps keep everything abit quiet at times , which include Photography , Welding , & my Streetbike . While I am in the middle of any activity the voices go home and rest I belive. I might start another blog with my Photos or I might just post here I am not sure . All I can say at this point is that I dont know if this is helping me or if it is going to help me to keep putting words on the screen but all I can do is keep trying to see if it works .
P.A.
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